grabe puro late ung mga post ko ahh..

saturday-yesssssssssssssssssss.. (i hope)

whoah.. its chirstmas eve.. so tito from u.s. made a 3 way call to here, there and the philippines.. and i didn't bother talking to them.. just pretended to dad that i'm in a deep sleep.. and when i'm lying at my bed, i cried fora bit.. man i really can't help it..listening to them talking.. telling stories and lola even said that one time, she just cried because she already misses us.. so there i am.. crying at my bed.. only for a few minutes though.. then they woke up mio and maui.. and while maui's turn to talk to lola, he began to cry and he walked away.. oh well.. sana masanay din kami.. sana next christmas di na ganito hayy..

so i just spent my day, bumming myself on d computer, doin nothing.. just listening to music nothin productive.. then i accompanied mom to buy some groceries for tomorrow.. then i went to dufferin mall to pick-up the gift.. i think it was nice (said that one sarcastically).. and gave d gift..

then we went to the midnight mass.. and i was so sleepy that i think i slept at homily.. haha sorry Jesus..

*gudnight baby..
*is it really really chirstmas??

thursday-its sooooo worth it!!

can't really remember what happened to school that day.. so i'll just tell u guys this..

we're suppose to be playin michael power probably one of D most powerful teams in the our league.. and we are only playin with 7 playas 2 is out on vacation (the twins in the team..) one is sick i guess.. and i feel sorry for those guys.. cuz me too will not play that game.. y? because jen asked me to go with her at sq1.. we will lose nwiez, so i agreed.. then i told my coach, team mates and friends that i will be havving a doctor's a appointment at 4 (game will start at 3:30).. hope they believed me.. then while at the bus, i saw a groupf of tall guys w/ bags and jerseys on.. its the michael power team.. so i just prayed to Him to at least let our team reach double digits in score.. i also kinda felt a it guilty leaving the team.. but i think it will be worth it..

then we reached sq1, we met another friend shar.. and i was craving for ice cream the whole day.. then they bought some hillarious gifts.. then we decided to eat.. we ate at this old fashioned restaurant called johnny rockets i dunno if that's the exact name.. i forgot.. but its somethin like that.. the food there are expensive.. a burger for almost $8.. thank God i'm not that hungry, so i only ordered float.. the service there is so slow.. and out of nowhere, the waiters started dancing.. and pinag-planuhan tlaga ung steps.. some were even counting 1,2,3,4 5,6,7,8.. and its soooo hillarious.. that made the service slower.. then pj and sam came.. while eating, the waiters start their dance again.. with a different song this time.. after that, we decided to watch a movie yours, mines and ours.. while w8ing for the movie, we went to the arcade.. racing, shooting and dance revo lmao.. then we watched the movie.. when we entered the cinema, we were surprised to see only i think 4 or 5 people inside.. d lan ata sanay lol.. and the movie was so hillarious!! enough said lol.. then jen started her real shopping after the movie.. with the stores closing and stuff.. we she bought anything she thought cute or beautiful.. then ice cream time!! pralines n cream yummmmmm.. then we waited for jen's dad to pick us up.. took some pics while seating on a heater burning our butts off lol.. sabi nga ni jen prang pinapa-tan mo ung butt mo.. then its home for us..

friday-my hands are cold..

wohoo!! last day of classes for the year.. 2 weeks of no school is just what we all badly need.. its not even enough.. but what the heck.. i would even take one day off school.. i'm supposed to be skipping the first 2 periods.. but my mom woke me up and forced me to go to school.. damn!! so i'm late for my first period which is science.. then the teacher told us what our work is.. wth?? last day?? and we have work?? and she will even give us a freakin quiz.. bad trip!! but she is kind enough to give us snacks like cookies and lays *take note.. we're not allowed to eat in the lab* the quiz though is only worth 5 marks.. wth?? so after that i have to go to english.. where in we didn't do anything.. the teacher just let us do whatever we wanna do.. so some shouted, jumped off tables, draw things on the blackboard.. and the teacher just didn't care.. then after english, we got out of the classroom, and we smelled weed!! wth?? and man, it is really strong.. *i'm on a high on a high*

then we went to the program.. where in we saw a band consists of teachers.. and our coach is one of the lead singers.. i forgot what they sang though, but one is kinda rock type and one is of course a christmas song.. and man he could sing!! then we watched this movie made by the seniors.. and the story is 'bout mr. burns (ung kamukha ni pareng a) putting bunch of students in detention on christmas day.. then the students asked him why is he doin that to them on christmas day.. and he told them that he hates chrismas because of what happened to him when on christmas day when he's young.. where in someone stole all his presents.. like what grinch did.. then we watched our v-p do the my humps thing.. its not what i'm expecting to happened though.. cuz he didn't dance D dance.. then d seniors who are in a band performed.. rock on!! man it was so good!! the lead singer then smashed his guitar on the floor.. c00l!! then for the finale, we spent i think 15-20 mins watching our school janitor's head being shaved.. so my friends told me that i should also do that.. and i'm like.. *no way!!*

after the program, we went to a friend's house.. par-te!! they played with my hair.. doin all sort of things.. then we drank shots of tequilla.. we ate then we watched a movie deuce bigallow eauropean gigallow.. its so funny!!

1)ilang taon ka na?
::>15 po..

2)ilan ang kapatid mo? (kun meron man)
::>4 po kaming magkakapatid..

3)ilang beses kang nadapa nung bata ka?
::>seryoso po ba kayo?

4)ilan naman ang natamo mong sugat dahil dun?
::>niloloko nyo po ba ako?

5)ilang beses ka ng naospital?
::>daming beses na po..

6)ilang beses ka na muntikan mamatay?
::>pinapatay nyo po ata ako ehh..

7)ilan na ang anak mo?
::>wala pa po..

8)ilang taon na ung pinaka matanda/pinaka bata?
::>gaya po ng sabi ko.. wala pa po akong kahit isang anak..

9)ilan naman ang friends mo sa friendster?
::>52 lan po ata..

10)ilan ang babae doon?
::>di ko po alam..

11)ilan naman ang lalake?
::>lalaki po ang spelling.. di ko rin po alam..

12)ilan naman ang contacts mo sa y.m.?
::>47 lan po..

13)ilan naman sa msn?
::>22 lan po..

14)ilang beses ka naman naliligo sa isang araw?
::>2 beses po.. minsan 3..

15)ilan ang paborito mong kanta?
::>madami po ehh..

16)ilan naman ang paborito mong kulay?
::>4 po.. at 2 neutral..

17)ilan na ang school na napasukan mo?
::>3 pa lan poh..

18)ilan naman ang height mo?
::>ano po dapat un dba? cge n nga.. 5 ft 2lan po ata..

19)ilan naman ang weight mo?
::>less than a hundred po ang huli kong tingin..

20)ilan beses ka na nag-skip?
::>wala pa namn po..

21)ilan beses ka napagalitan ng teacher mo ngaung school year?
::>madaming beses na rin po..

22)ilan ang 1+1?
::>uhh.. 8732489237489237498234789234??

23)ilan naman ang i.q. mo?
::>mga nasa high 90's lan po ata..

24)ilan na ang nabagsak mong subject?
::>wala pa naman po..

25)ilan na ang naging bf/gf mo?
::>wla pa naman po..

26)ilang beses ka naman na-basted?
::>di po ata basted tawag dun ehh..

27)pan-ilang tanong ko na ba toh?
::>nilagyan ko na pa ng mga numero pra sa inyo..pan 27 na po ito..

28)ilang pagkain ang kaya mong lutuin?
::>sabihin na lan po natin na mejo konti at mejo marami..

29)sa palagay mo.. ilang taon ka bago ka mamamatay?
::>sana nga po alam ko un ehh.. pero hinde.. (sana ngaun na..)

30)ilang beses ka nagninigarilyo sa isang araw?
::>di po ako nagninigarilyo..

31)ilang beses ka naman nahulo ng erpats mo na nagninigarilyo dati?
::>ano po??

32)eh ilang beses ka naman umiinom sa isang araw?
::>pag may okasyon lan po..

33)ilang bote ng beer ang kaya mong ubusin?
::>di ko po alam.. depende po..

34)ilang beses ka na nalasing?
::>hindi pa po..

35)ilang oras ang tulog mo sa araw-araw?
::>mga 3-5 hrs lan po..

36)ilan ang mga kaaway mo?
::>wala naman po..

37)ilan naman dun ang gusto mong patayin ngaun?
::>wala nga po ehh..

38)ilang oras ka nanonood ng t.v. sa isang araw?
::>mga 1 oras lan po..

39)ilang instrumento ang kaya mong tugtugin?
::>3 po ata..

40)ilan ang regalong gusto mo ngaung pasko?
::>kahit wala aus lan po..

41)ilang beses ka nagdadasal sa isang araw?
::>mga 2 beses lan po..

42)ilang beses ka kumakain sa isang araw?
::>minsan po 3 pag walang gana 2 or isa lan po..

43)ilang playboy magazine meron ka?
::>naku po.. d po ako bumibili nyan..

44)ilang ang paborito mong cartoon characters?
::>madami po ehh..

45)sa palagay mo ilan ang magpo-post nitong ginawa ko?
::>depende po kun ilan ang mga bored na tao na makakabasa nito..

46)maganda ba tong survey na to?
::>ano ilan?

and this is how my day had ended.. (actually di p sya tapos ehh..)

->watched 3 movies.. (although di natapos ung huli..)
->played with kids lol..
->almost drank wine.. (good thing there were kids around..)
->chose not to talk to her.. don't wanna look stupid.. (even though i am stupid..)
->thought of asking my parents if i could die ryt now.. (everyday ko naman ata iniisip un ehh)
->still confused..
->still needs help badly..
->just realized that chirstmas is just 1 week to go.. and new year is just 2 weeks to go.. and i forgot to buy gifts this weekend.. hope i will have time b4 friday..

in short.. i'm still a plain old loser, failure, emo, stupid kid that u guys know.. nothing more nothing less..

december 18 2005

what's with this date??

->bday of mommy..
->death anniversary of lolo at father side..
->1o months here in freakin canada..
->got really upset with mah parents.. including utol..
->knew that utol maui and mio doesn't want me to die..
->cried for a lil bit..
->goin to this freakin christmas party..
->wasn't able to concentrate at mass..
->woke up with my hair all messed up..
->saw tito and tita at mass..
->1 year 10 months anniv. of tito and tita here in canada..
->was able to sleep while listening to linkin park.. ('bout 2 in d morning na kasi un ehh..)
->realized that i still have to do a lot of things..
->really stressed out..
->NEEDS HELP BADLY!!!!!!
->and the day hasn't even reached 12 noon yet..

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after a lon tym makaka-post na rin ako.. d2 p ako s school.. man i don't know where to begin.. wth!! anjan na c mario!! maya na lan s bahai or library.. :-p