ignorance is not a bliss...
dont u ever diss...
sumone's closest friends...
or u will find urself in deepshit...

grabe ung "lit test"... ung test nmin eh ung sample test ng gr. 10 lst time... ung kelangan mo i-compare ung bear s train... and that world news thingy... so GAY!!! kakainis ung teaacher nmin... cnabi samin n 10 matatapos ung first part ng test... eh tinatapos ko p ung report thingy bout s computer as a reward... tapos gagawin ko p ung isang multiple choice... eh 9:55 na... so minadali ko ng news report thingy... tapos nung natapos ko n ung report... biglan cnabi samin s 10:15 p pla matatapos ung first test... amP!!! so as a protest, i TOOK MY TIME answering d multiple choice, and made our teacher WAIT for me... haha sweeet revenge!!

lunch- what a FAG!!! what a JERK!!!

science- ms. yang gave us this word search... and that class was fun to... we talked 'bout d placenta being used to make make-up... kinda eek... but our classmate acted out this rele STUPID thing... and 'twas freakin hilarious... haha

english- our teacher let us do nthing we want... as in nthing... so our classmates draw this picture of our teacher on d side board... sna makita ng teacher nmin kasi kamukha nia tlaga... ahha

JERK, FAG, STUPID, IGNORANT, IDIOT & DUMB

after all that has been said and done...
i know officially know that it's all gone...
i've gotta drain all that's left down...
and rise just liek d morning sun...

grabe... kla ko mala-LATE kami kanina... ksi may streetcar n bumangga s isang car (or d other way around) bsta... paglabas nmin there's liek a big pile of cars... and i forgot my wallet... so i have to borrow from sab... umaus nman eventually ung traffic jam... and nakita ko ung car, grabe SIRSNG-SIRA ung harap... so we're not LATE for d other bus *SAYANG...*

and when we arrived in d school, d bell jst rang, and they liek started this countdown thingy... (sooo gay!!!) and its not even 8:25 yet... and kla ko late n ako edi aus n ulit... detention n mamaya... pero after ng prayer, d principal aAPPOLOGIZED for playin d openin ceremonies too early cuz of stress daw... wth? stress? haha!! funny!! cracked me there!!

art- jst when i thought that our teacher is not there, guess wat? she's there... so we have to do this comic strip... so gay!!!

gym- finally we're doin bball... and we kicked some butts there too... ahahaha

religion- we FINISHED d martin kuther king video... 'twas a good video... i was a bit SURPRISED on how white ppl treated blck ppl bck then... la lang... d ko lan tlagang inakala na totoo pla ung mga segregation of white and blck ppl... oo na STUPID na kun STUPID... d ko lan tlaga naimagine un...

lunch- good thing i still have d change from yesterday... so i bought fries, and i fed d gang as usaul... and dunno y... but i easily got pissed... maybe i'm jst not in my usual self today... not in d "ryt" mood... ung prang konting ano lang... maiinis na agad... well this is d reason y i got pissed nwei...

i sat down, and they all liek ganged up wif my fries... and aus lan sakin un... kahit MAUBOS p nila ehh... pero ung isa, i saw him not eating his lunch... so i asked him if he has his lunch wif him... and he said yes... so i asked him to eat his lunch... and he eventually said "u'r jst makin me eat my lunch so that i won't eat ur fries..." so prang ako... whoah guy!! dami mo n ngang kinuha yan p sasabihin mo!! d n nga kau nagpapaalam ehh... buti nga hinahayaan ko p kau ehh... so i said "wat? u jst ate half of my fries and ur sayin that to me?" and i gave my fries to them... and he asked me "y? dont u wanna eat?" and i said "no... u guys can eat it all..." and he still took one... grabe ang babaw ko na ahh... dun lan naiinis na... maybe i jst need a break...

math- test... yea failed it!! told yea!!

music- sheet music... grabe ang hirap!!

and i intentionally missed a bus again... sorry na, lkas lan tlaga ung trip ehh... :-p

*dont show it tomorrow!! i mean it!!
*san kaia ako kakain bukas? *sigh*
*s lahat ng mag li-literacy test... papagdasal ko ulit kau... kaia nio yan!! haha :-p
*kelan b tlaga mawawala? or mawawala p b kaia?

thats all... pz out...

my heart is beating so fast...
my whole body is shaking...
how long will it last?
lol wat was i thinking?

haha whe i woke up this morning, 'twa liek freakin 6:30... and d sun is liek shining so bright... so i thought that probably its not that cold nmore... so i only wore a sweater... and for d first time in liek 15 YEARS, i was ryt!!

science- u gotta LOVEd hw's... our teacher gave us liek 2 packages of worksheets... on a MONDAY too!! liek WHAT THE HELL?

eng- we CONTINUED with merchant of venice... our teacher showed us a DIFFERENT video... more old fashioned, d set was liek a total CRAP... and we hafto do liek 30 questions... SWEET!!

religion- we watched a video 'bout martin luther king jr... and I KNOW that we will get work after we have finished he video... GREAT... u jst gotta LOVE d work...

lunch- dahil ba lent eh mabait ako? pero BAKIT nman GANITO... prang ANDAYA ehh... or do i just really DESERVE this... yea maybe i jst DESERVE this...

math- AWW... our teacher is bck... test TOMORROW... and i PROMISE that i will FAIL this one... PROMISE...

geog- i was LATE again... we did tons of work... well wats NEW? pra namang NANINIBAGO pa ako ehh... and the teacher didn't LET us OUT after d bell rang... instead, she LET us OUT 15 mins after d bell rang... WOW!! ang sarap SUMIGAW!!!

so yea, i was at d bus stop for liek 30 or more mins... not that i hafto WAIT for THAT LONG... i jst intentionally let 3 busses PASS by me... dunno WHY... jst FEEL liek it... maybe its jst one of those days na malakas lan tlaga ang trip ko... SHET!!! dami ko pang gagawin n hw... PAPAGDASAL ko p ung mga magli-lit test... but its all good ryt? ryt? ryt? WWWWWAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

*BAKIT NGA BA ULET GANITO?
*WALA NA BA TALAGA? AS IN UBOS NA? TOO BAD... HAHA
*bball n s gym tom... yes???????????????????????????????????????????????? or NOT!!
*sigh*... well ANO P BA ANG MAGAGAWA?
AKO NA LANG BA AY MAGMUMUKHAN KAWAWA?
AAAAAWWWWWWWWWWWW TOO BAD!!
SSSSSSSOOOOOOOOOOOO SAD!!!

this day, i totally bummed my ass off... well e'vry sunday is liek this (except for last sunday)... i just feel liek i bummed myself too much today... i feel liek i cud've done more things... liek my hw's and other stuff... well i did half of my hw for geog. this afternoon and also worked'out for that freakin gym proj... and thats all the productive stuff that i did so far today... d rest of mi day, i just watched marathon of friends, nba and sat in front of d comp. for liek 3 hrs... now top that!! haha!!

after dinner, i just sat on my seat, thinking of sum things... liek its monday again tomorrow and there will be 3 days of day 1 sched... great!! tons of work for this week!! just great!! i thought of changin my personality a bit... liek being more assertive rather than being passive... cuz i'm startin to hate it so much!!! *drama noh?* i also thought of lessening my laziness... liek i can do my hw or other stuff while watching t.v. but instead, i'm not... even if there are commercials, i'd rather watch it than do my hw...

yea cge oo na... its only one of mi sarcasms... where in i'm saying nthing that comes out of my mind... ung tipong hindi na tlaga nagiisip kun ano ung isusulat... bsta sulat n lan ng sulat... :-p i think this is my weirdest post ever... liek it so weird, that i'm not even makin any sense ryt n0w... sorry n s mga nagbabasa... weird lan tlaga ako... yea inaamin ko na weird ako... na boring ako... na i dont make any sense...

shet migs... ang weird mo tlaga...

d2 lagi akong may nasasabi... mrami akong naiisip na pwedeng masabi... kahit na wlang kwenta ung mga pinagsasabi ko... kahit na alam kong nagmumuka na akong tanga d2... cge pa rin... shet!!! sna ganito rin ako s totoong buhai... salita ng salita... hindi nauubusan ng mga salita... hindi ung alam ko nang nabibingi na ung mga kasama mo s sobrang tahimik ko... tapos hindi p rin ako nagsasalita... hindi dahil s ayaw kong magsalita... wla lan tlaga akong masabi... gus2 ko ngang magsalita ehh... ang dami kong gustong sabihin... pero ung mga salitang gus2 kong gamitin eh lumalau sakin...

*hayy... dami kasing schoolwork ehh... eto tuloy ung effect... pasensya na...
*wat makes a movie r-18? nudity is one... ano p ung iba?
*muscle aches r startin to be a thing of d past haha... pero d ko n toh gagawin tlaga!! :-p
*sna c mr. smeh p rin ung teacher s math bukas... :-p
*great... i still hafto do my english, religion, gym, math and geog... lazyass!!!

gotta go... pz out...

bgo ung nangyari ngaun... ung nangyari muna nung sabado...

na-late kami sa bathurst... sorry nathan haha...habang hinintay c vinnie, nag cards muna kami aus!! kaka-miss mag pusoy haha!! tapos nun mga 11 na... nag decide na umalis... pero nag-iwan kami ng note s transfer incase na dumating c vinnie :-p... tapos nsa st. lawrence n kami... d namin alam ung bus #... so tawag muna... then sakay ng bus... tapos nakarating na dun *kaway!* haha tapos nood ng FD3 and date movie... tapos nag sstack ng dominoes, cards and stuff... grabe!! kaka paranoid ung FD3... subway, gym, drive-thru, tanning saloons and roller coaster... tapos prang scary movie 3 ung date movie... compilation ng iba't-ibang comedy films...

tapos nag pizza habang nakikinig s ultra blah blah... haha tapos nag-park... naglaro ng isang laro... shet!! ang lamig!!! picture, picture... laro ang lamig!!! tumawag c nathan.. nga pla tinuruan namin c nathan na gumawa ng excuse... super late n kasi sya ehh... tapos coffee time... then alis na... aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaawwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww... wave s subway at may nakitawa at kumuha p ng pic namin steeeg... *worried kay nathan*

sunday- mass, spa dina *again* kain ulet dun... the may nakitang brain teezer thingy na kelangan mong i-figure out kun pano paghiwalaying ung 2 metal... natanggal ko nun una tapos nabalik ko... tapos tinry ko ulet... tapos d ko n mabalik tsk tsk... then c maui tinry, and same result... sna d kami nakita ng may-ari... ahaha

monday- damn!! school days are back... so hard to wake up!! ang lamig p s umaga... amP!!

art- dinrawing ung mga classmate... outline lan kaia madali lan... pno kaia ako pag tlagang iddrawing mo na ung tao? with d details and stuff.. crap!!

gym- paulit-ulet lan nman ung sinasabi ng teacher namin ehh... total crap!!!

religion- yesssss we will have hearing tom... with a judge and stuff... and i'm on d defense's side... hope we'll win... well sabi nung judge, gus2 nia ng doughnut... sakto bumili cla mommy s tim hortons... victory is ours!! bwahahaha

math- parallel and perpendicular lines on a slope... yoko toh ehh!!

music- nuthin happened... sum played their test... and when its my turn, d bell rang... talkin bout saved by the bell... ahaha

*buti na lang!!! ahaha
*sabi saio ehh... ikaw ung una... haha
*muscle pains!! salon pas nga lan toh!! ahaha...
*sana aus ung ginawa ko dba? pero feel ko hinde ehh... ahaha oh well...

that's all 4 now... nyt pz out... ,\/,, nyekzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz

spring break...

grabe tagal ko rin di nakapag-blog ha... di dahil sa busy ako... nakakalimutan ko lang :-p oh well here it goes... starting from sunday...

sunday- daddy collected again for the mass... and i guess he is now part of their rotation... after mass, we had lunch, and we went to mio and maui's school to play bball... kinda awkward at first, but its ok... dami kasing bata nung una ehh haha... then 2 kids asked me to play w/ them... and they thought that i'm tired cuz its a 2 on 1, and i'm not defending them nmore... so prang ako ahh ganun pla ahh haha... so after they said that, i took them seriously... and guess u still won? hmmm ahaha...

and i actually enjoyed that day... pero dapat mas masaya pa ehh pero aus n rin... playin w/ my brothers is actually fun... kahit pla na malau ung ages namin aus pa rin haha...

monday- its a blast!!! kahit n cguro hindi sya nag-enjoy... kasi ganun lang... ako prang "i can do this everyday!!" i mean seriously... so what if we're not doin anything and dying of boredom... well bka sya hindi ok s kanya... pero sakin aus na un!! sobra pa sa aus!!

then out of nowhere, i just decided to go tp eaton... ano ginawa ko dun? i went to indigo and read Dan Brown's 'Deception Point' while listenin to John Legend, and sippin cappucino... it was fun!! at first, i thought that i won't stay there for a long tym... but i got hooked up w/ d book, can't stop readin it... and i ended up stayin there for 2 hrs and i finished 19 chapters... i cud've stayed longer, and find out wat NASA discovered *un lan ung hinihintay ko ehh tapos aalis na ako* but i got concious of d tym i spent readin that book in there... then as always, i cant leave a mall w/out buying ice cream yumm... ahaha

tuesday- shet!! ang ganda ng panaginip ko nun!! la lang haha... yey!! spa dina day!! natuloy rin after ilang months... at kasama pa c ARVIN!! ahaha... nagOL muna, tapos naligo soundtrip then umalis na... kala namin mala-late kami... but it turned out that we are just in tym... sabi ng ate ko na bka c arvin p ung mauna dun... and guess wat? sya nga!! ahahahaha... he came 5 mins b4 we did... so kamustahan muna... then dumatin cla vinnie and nathan... then c jem tapos c john... tapos pumunta sa washroom... tapos spa dina... shet! ang lamig!! then kumain yummm... tapos bumili c vinnie ng chucks... steeeg ng kulay haha... tapos nag washroom ulet and again and again and nag paicturan s kennedy... sayang kelangan n umalis ni arvin at ng ate ko...

tapos pumunta kina nathan... wicked winds were hittin us everywhere!! nag-snow p nun.. so takbo!! then we watched simpsons... watch them play nba... and we met oscar and bond... steeeeg!! tapos umalis n c jem ng mga 4... tapos umalis kami ng mga 5:30... long way home for me... but its all good and worth it!! sa uulitin!! which is saturday ahahaha... mag pray kau!! nagwo-work tlaga ung prayer... c arvin ung d proof of that haha...

wednesday-sweet dream once again!! at s sobrang ganda, nagawa ko ung eng. assignment ko... and i actually finished it... tapos nun.. boring na... well nag-poker kami aus!! tapos nag conf. and isang beses lan ata kaming nagkausap-usap na andun lahat ehh.. at dun ko rin ginawa ung amazing act ko... and most of them missed it awwww... tapos PJ party daw s sat... pwede rin nman... sabay movie marathon... tapos brokeback ung papanoorin aus... haha bsta pray lang kau!! haha

*sna magawa ko ung mga nagagawa ko s panaginip ko s totoong buhay pra aus!! haha
*yoko p matapos ung march break!! amP!!
*freakin ISU... dunno whete to start w/ it!! damn!!

i have a headache... maybe i just need a brake... because of the stress i'm having... and that very very big thing... to relax and to unwind... is exactly wat i have in mah mind...

art- i was late again.. luckily, we had a supply teacher, and he checked attendance 20 mins after d openin ceremonies.. so di pa rin ako late.. we just watched a video *we did?* and i just made a graffi out of my name.. then i screwed it up afterwards..

gym/health- wat will u do if ur teacher asked u to make a chart.. but didn't explained how will u do d chart? total bull*#&$!! that's y almost all of us failed that thing.. i dun wanna be mean, but our teacher is a total bullcrap! he swears sumtyms, he doesn't know how to teach, he yells everytime and he just sucks.. i can still add more.. but ima stop it here..

religion- went by fast.. we got of early too.. c00l!

math- dun wanna talk 'bout it.. i sucked!!

music- its ok.. its fun.. yeah its fun..

its liek this.. ur team is having their first bball game ever.. and there r a lot of fans cheering for that team.. and when d game is 'bout to start, ur team got totally overwhelmed by d fans.. and also got scared.. so they walked out of d court.. leaving their supporters hangin in d air and totally confused.. but they didn't left d game yet.. cuz they r still expecting for their team to sumhow go bck to d court and play.. 1 hr later.. d team is still not in d court.. and d fans were told that there is another game nearby.. so if u r one of d fan out there, will u stay in that stupid game and continue waiting.. or go to d other game? but dont get me wrong.. d team wants to play badly.. they r just shocked and at d same time scared of d crowd.. so will u stay or go?

dnt know if i should be affected or not.. if i should react or not.. if i should start forgettin all this things now.. if i should believe it or not.. dnt know wat to say.. dnt know wat to do.. dnt know how will i face it.. is this d part that i hafto wke up now? end this dream that i'm havin? to stop fantasizing 'bout things?

oh well.. wat can i do? who's to blame nweiz but me.. and this is d tym where d "if's" will come in and will bug me for all night, day, week, month, year, decade or even d rest of my life.. i've been warned.. but wat did i do? nuthin..

*lalalala
*ahahahahahaha
*i had fun nweiz.. so yea.. tnx

this day was so spontaneous.. and i found a new side of me.. or i've had that side all this tym, nawawala nga lang at times.. oh yea.. civies day today.. and we must wear school colors (red, white or navy) and i wore red shirt, blue pants and blue and white shoes.. *trying hard!*

art- still doin d abstract thingy.. and sumone stole my work.. so i have to start all over again crap!!

gym/health- we got a proj. its 'bout doin physical fitness and exercise for four weeks/one month.. kinda easy.. but confusing..

religion- didn't do anything!! as in anything!!

math- more on slopes.. stupid mistakes will bring me down on this one.. *please stop being stupid..*

music- we didn't even have music.. our teacher just took d attendance and let us go at around 1:20.. cuz of d hockey game.. frankly, i dun have any interest in d sport hockey.. and i will probably not even try to play it.. but i still hope we won..

then i saw cedrick, told me that they r in d library.. then we played cards and eventually have to leave the library at 1:50.. and also leave d school.. or else, we will be sent back to our 4th period classes.. then sherway? mary's house? then we went to joel's crib, but he wasn't there.. so we went to pj's place.. pj then gave us sumthin to eat.. anyone wants to teach me how to play text? haha.. then we played nba.. and we went to franklin horner community center.. tapos nun, dun ko sya nakilala.. shet! ganun dapat ako lagi ehh! bkt nga ba ako nagiiba? prang.. kun kya nya gawin un.. dapat kaya ko rin gawin un.. dba dba?

*"heaven..." lmao!
*do i really always have a smile on my face? wth?
*gawin mo nga ung mga hw mo!!
*"pagdating kay.." wahhhh ahahaha