tired.. just plain tired..

i woke up today.. thinking that it wud another typical sunday.. go to mass, then bum myself at hime.. but i remembered that i haft0 go to d mall to l00k for sumthin.. then i made myself a cup of coffee.. first tym this year *i think*.. while w8ing for my turn to sower, me and my dad talked 'bout his experiences in boyscout.. which suddenly made me want t0 g0 camping.. nweiz, matapos kong maubos ang kape ko, naging hyper ako.. i started makin strange noises.. weird ko tlaga..

at sa mass, nawala lahat ng energy ko.. inantok ako bigla.. well that happens to me everytime.. then after mass, i'm hyper again.. i'm skipping, stomping on d puddles and stuff.. weird ko tlaga n0h?

then we had lunch, tapos umalis cla daddy.. then at around 2 umalis na rin ako.. and i only wore 1 sweater.. thinkin that i can stand d cold.. but i w8ed for d bus for liek 40 mins.. durin that 40 mins, i was shivering, my ears r hurtin liek hell, and my hands r numb.. then i reached d mall.. and i f0und d st0re i was l00kin for.. i gotta come back there this week watever happens.. then i went to 2nd cup to buuy cappucino.. one of my embarassin m0ments this year..
crew: "good afternoon sir, how can i help u?"
me: "ah yes, 1 large cappucino french vanilla please"
crew: "ah sir, that's on tim hortons.. we have.. *bsta nakalimutan ko na*"
me: "ohh, ok my bad"
crew: "its ok sir.."
nasanay kasi s tim hortons ehh haha.. then while w8ing, d fire alarm of d mall went on.. and d people didn't even care.. they just continued on wat they're d0in.. then i saw sum security people runnin all over d place.. after 'bout 10 mins, d alarm went off.. then it went on again.. still no one even cared.. then i left..

at d subway, i sat at the 3 seater sit.. i was at the opposite end, in d middle is a newspaper and a man on d opposite end.. so its liek [me, newspaper and man] then a lady *i think on her mid 50's..* approached me and said..
lady: "is that newspaper urs?"
me: "oh no.. u can have it if u want.."
lady: ohh.. ok.. (then she sat in front of me..)
lady: "is that man ur father? *pointing to d man beside d newspaper*"
me: "oh, no.."
lady: "is he ur relative? any relation to each other?"
me: "no *while smilin..*"
lady: "oh, sorry, cuz u 2 r liek close relatives.."
>dedma naman ung lalaki..
me: "oh really? *'bout to laugh*"
lady: "u have a great smile.."
me(confused): "thank you"
lady: "wat grade r u in?"
me: "9"
then she left.. and i was liek "ok.. what?"

then superbowl XL na!! g0 pittsburgh!! it was my first time to watch a football game.. and i was so into it.. i was liek "bkt ngaun lang ako nanood nito?" and yea.. nanalo ung steelers.. YEBAH!!

*really dunno wat to do..
*i wanna cry, blame myself more, regret things, get mad, shout, punch a wall, rewind things, c0ntinue wat i'm plannin to do or give up.. *sigh*
*i guess its gameover for me..