freakin loser!!

i set d alarm cl0ck at 6:3o.. it alarmed and w0ke me up.. but i th0ught it was t00 early and i'm s0000 tired.. s0 i decided to just lie d0wn in bed first f0r an0ther 15 mins.. eventually, i fell asleep, and w0ke up at 6:5o.. then i said t0 myself t0 lie d0wn until 7.. but i fell asleep again, and i w0ke up w/ my sister saying that its already 7:3o.. at first, i didn't belive her.. but i saw d cl0ck.. and my first reacti0n was, 0h n0.. i cant miss sch00l t0day.. s0 i dunn0 wat t0 d0 first.. decided t0 brush my teeth first.. then, while brushing, i th0ught that i c0uld still take a sh0wer f0r 5 mins.. s0 i t00k a sh0wer f0r 5 mins.. its already 7:4o by that time.. then i remembered that its day 2, art is my first peri0d.. n0t 0nly i wanna be late f0r art, i can be late f0r art.. cuz d teacher seld0mly checks attendance.. i t00k my time dressin up.. i even watched t.v. f0r a c0uple 0f mins.. i waited f0r d bus f0r b0ut 15 mins.. my ears r freakin hurtin that tym..

art- s0 yea, i was late.. n0 big deal.. and i said w0w again that's 0ne g00d thing i can get f0r being late.. s0 i entered d art r00m.. w/0ut makin any s0unds s0 d teacher didn't n0tice me.. and she was talkin her @$$ 0ut.. s0 she wont really hear me.. s0 i walked sl0wly(maybe i can g0 t0 my desk w/0ut her n0ticong me..) but my classmates started laughing.. s0 d teacher n0ticed me.. and just said t0 g0 t0 my place.. we did sum w0rk.. and she still talked a l0t..

gym- vball, n0t my kind 0f sp0rt.. well i liek it, i just suck at it l0l.. then after gym, my m00d suddenly changed..

religion- s0 d result? i went t0 d very back 0f d classr00m, but 0ur teacher made me g0 back t0 my seat.. but i didn't.. just m0ved 1 seat f0rward.. and while discussi0n, d teacher is cathing me staring blankly int0 space a l0t 0f times.. and i really felt bad that tym.. cuz i th0ught that i was ruining his day.. but i cant help it.. and i dunn0 y.. after class, he t0ld me that i was n0t in my element t0day.. and he asked y.. i wanna tell him, that i'm tired 0f life.. but i th0ught it'll make him queti0n me m0re.. s0 i just t0ld him that i'm just tired.. then he t0ld me "tired 0f wat? y0u better n0t say life.. cuz u must never be tired 0f life.." and i just said 0h n0.. weird..

math- we did n0thing.. cuz 1 teacher came t0 0ur class t0 explain d advanced placement thingy.. and it t00k 3o mins 0f 0ur 4o mins 0f math.. s0 we just answered questi0ns fr0m d b00k w/ d class.. *still n0t in d m00d for things..*

music- n0thing new happened.. *still n0t in d m00d f0r things..*

game- 0ur last game.. 0ur best start, 0ur best game, my team mate's best game and als0 0ne 0f my w0rst game..

*0ne big l0ser..
*m0rnin practice t0m.. freakin hate it!!
*n0w i kn0w d feeling.. ganun pla un.. kya d k0 rin sya masisisi ehh.. *sigh*

ge0rge- "r u sure with wat ur d0in?"
me- "i dunn0.. all i kn0w is its n0w 0r never.."
ge0rge- "wat if u already l0st d game?"
me- "i'll never kn0w if i'll try.."
ge0rge- "but wat'll u d0 if u really l0st d game?"
me- "i dunn0.. st0p and think f0r a while maybe.."
ge0rge- "well, ok.. just be always ready f0r d w0rst.."
me- "....."
ge0rge- "g00dluck with wat ur 'b0ut t0 d0.."
me- "tnx.. but i will still need all d luck in d w0rld.."